Damn dont you hate when you post something sorta important, and then someone else posts something longer more important, so you get ignored? Lol sorry im stoned.
Stoned:::I don't think I replied to it..But I might have...Hmm...I think I was getting ready too but something happened and I got sidetracked or something. I'm sorry...I'll like....reply to it now though...

Yes, I hate it, but if there problem is worse then mine...then you know they need more help then me,and besides...At least im not the only one that bitches,and gets walked on!

i can totally relate i would never consider quiting weed but i went through the starting and stoping thing for about a year when i was trying to quit using opiates and i can also relate on the ex thing as well me and my sons mom split up before he was born but are still very close we talk 3-5 times a week on the phone and i go to visit her and my boy [ im in richmond they are in charlotte ] 5- 10 times a yr for a week at a time and we take our vacation togeather so our son can have a normal family vacation with mom and dad and she has had several boy friends that didnt treat her as well as she deserves the last one she had she married and then he wiped out her bank account [ 22'000$] and left her the day after her father died..so yes i have let some problems get the best of me when i was trying to abstain any way i hope you feel better soon and wish you and your little one the best of luck peace jim
Wow, That isn't good. It's the same way w/him only he used to be so active in my sons life and everything, he still is.. Just not as much. He was supposed to come see us this weekend but didn't have the money too. However he did have the money to buy and then resell drugs..So, whatever makes him happy right?And Also, his new found girlfriend doesn't want him she is 18 and plays head games with him like a little bitch...But no he still wants her..Oh well he'll get whats comin to him, I believe in Karma.

i'd ask you what promise you made to make him realize that you wont back out but, i'm afraid thats none of my business.

so, i'll go hit the pipe for you once again.
Weakness has never been my friend. I've never backed out of any commitment I've mad. The guy's i've been with has alway's been the first to break it off, If my relationship needed improvement, I improved it. And if there was that rare case that I had to back out, WE talked about it first,and if both of us felt the same way it was more or less murtal. He backed out of this relationship first. And when he did I said.."You'll never find anyone...exactly like me, as strong as me, as understanding,and the way I am. And I'll stick by you till the end when she (his girl) and everyone else leaves you I will be the only one left standing. just to show you what/who I am. This is not a statement of wanting you back or begging you back, but It's a mirror that you're always going to be looking in when you're alone and you'll see everything clear as the sky. I promise you that"
It's none of anyones business, but I didn't want to sound like a whiney ex who begs her boyfriend back everyday,and is stupid for staying. I have my reasons..just Like I have my reasons of smoking weed. I don't love him anymore like that, but I do love him as a friend/as my sons father.


well that's about all...I have to say...On this gloomy and rainy day..it's time to go toke up..