Well today I was going to give myself a break to clean out for a day or too. I had one of the worst day's that I've had in a long time. I think I lost my mind or something. It seemed as though everything was going wrong. First my phone at the apartment wasn't working right, then The mail box key they gave me wasn't opening up my mailbox,and then too top all that off, My son was being fussy. I'm a single mother, I deal with that all the time but today for some reason it drove me over the edge.I got my mom to take care of him,and I went to sleep. Now through all of this, I didn't toke. I had the urge too, but I didn't do it. Because I had to see just how much I needed the weed to relax me.

Hang on I promise this has a point..

Everything was alright, I'm doing fine. Living in my non-happy stoner world. Watching aqua teen hunger force, wishin i was high.Then my EX calls me up. We're really good friends so we talk every day, he asks how my son is,and we talk about how big of losers we are & how we really need a life.Then he starts talking about his new girl. I'm alright with that. Everything is fine. Everything is dandy. Then he talks about how she is playing this stupid chidish games w/him,and how he is still holding on. Going on and on...so I snap. Get up from my chair, walk out on my porch and smoked a fucking bowl.Oh I am not complaining, At all. I enjoyed every single minute of my high. In fact i'm still high. But I was wondering is there anyone else out there that is just like this?I mean quits for a reason but doesn't stick to it due to things that you should've killed the moment that you begun talking about it, and the moment that you know you shouldn't be feeling this way?

And a lot of my post may seem like I'm bitching a lot. I'm not honestly..There is a reason to every bit of my post.I just wrote a story,and now I should probably go.

But seriously...Anyone else feel like that too?
ImStonedNILikeIt Reviewed by ImStonedNILikeIt on . Okay, Here I go... Well today I was going to give myself a break to clean out for a day or too. I had one of the worst day's that I've had in a long time. I think I lost my mind or something. It seemed as though everything was going wrong. First my phone at the apartment wasn't working right, then The mail box key they gave me wasn't opening up my mailbox,and then too top all that off, My son was being fussy. I'm a single mother, I deal with that all the time but today for some reason it drove me over the edge.I Rating: 5