Exactly. Right when I graduated from high school (little over a month ago) and I sat at home thinking "Wow, so this is life after high school" and now I'm stuck doing any drug I can get my hands on. Don't get me wrong, weed is my drug of choice, but I'm just so tired of doing nothing and sitting around that all I do is drugs! I've also found a girl that I love and now she's moving away. And yea, I'm at the same stage as you. If you need to talk hit me up on AiM at ThisNameIsWin I'm going through the same bullshit man :-/