well, yesterday it happened again, for about the 4th time. I was at work and I got hit with a terrible panick attack (chronic anxiety and all). I work at 7-11 and had to suddenly leave the customer and go to the backroom to get my shit together. suddenly I couldn't breath and was hyperventilating like a fish out of water. I collapsed on the floor and was there for a good half hour, all I could do was kick the door hoping somebody would hear, trying to get somebody to call an ambulance or get me some oxygen. instead my useless co-workers ignored it and kept working. finally somebody found me, got me some blankets (cause I was extremely cold and couldn't feel my arms and legs). they called my dad and he came and took me home.

why do I have the canadian medical system you say? because I've talked to a doctor about this before, and wanted to get some therapy. but, the only way our "free medical" pays for therapy is if I kill somebody, rape somebody, or try to kill myself! so since I have barely any money I can't pay for it, and the meds they've given me don't work worth a shit (and non have worked better than weed).

god damnit, i don't know what to do about it anymore. I've lived my whole life convincing myself it's weak to seek out help, but all that's gotten me is a few rides to the hospital. anybody have ideas/experience with anxiety or panick attacks? I just wish I had some idea what I could to fix this, I don't even know if I can keep working anymore.
mrdevious Reviewed by mrdevious on . God I hate the Canadian medical system (long post, but please read) well, yesterday it happened again, for about the 4th time. I was at work and I got hit with a terrible panick attack (chronic anxiety and all). I work at 7-11 and had to suddenly leave the customer and go to the backroom to get my shit together. suddenly I couldn't breath and was hyperventilating like a fish out of water. I collapsed on the floor and was there for a good half hour, all I could do was kick the door hoping somebody would hear, trying to get somebody to call an ambulance or get me Rating: 5