alright good...thats actually what i was trying to deduce everything down to. i mentioned it to some of my friends that i knew had tried their share of other things and i got mixed answers but the main one did actually seem to be PCP. i wasn't pissed off or anything that i got that, just uncomfortable that i didn't know what i had done. thanks, much, for your help.

and haha yeah, i found my avatar on google...i was looking through different pictures to find anything worth putting there and saw it. i don't know the origins of that picture or anything but it made me laugh because it seems so ironic.

anyway: thanks for the help.