Na man, he means the pattern of "e-tardness" showing up in the structuring of your words.

But I recently believed that Ecstacy was inhibiting my life and stopped for good, but goddamn I wasn't even close to the level you were, I only rolled once a week but constantly, although with a lot of rolls each of those nights. Everyday? You should've known better.

I felt the many things you did, and still do. Withdrawn/anxious, inhibited thought and communication, for a bit, I almost felt my hearing was going to give in, with ringings on my ears, and trance embedded in my brain. I use to have a bad case of HPPD from all the psychedelics I was using, mainly 2c-i. Like you, I couldn't drive, I couldn't see without seeing a big fucking halo the size of a grapefruit. Luckily that has faded through time, the halo is gone and I can deal with the tracers now. I can, but can't imagine what you are going through right now. Infact I don't even know how I dealt with working 40 hours a week, and getting fucked up every weekend on an assortment of drugs, looking back now, I have no idea how I survived, and didn't get my ass fired. Lucky for me, my closest friends were potheads and not tweakers, I can't deal with those sonofabitches.

I would like to thank you for sharing this story, because this is what I could've easily became. Whatever you do, be strong and keep fighting, as long as you didn't lose to life, you can and shall overcome.
Take care bro
thcbongman Reviewed by thcbongman on . My ecstacy experience!!! Well. I start doing Ecstacy when i was about 17 and a half. I started hanging out with my friend in the city and i had done ecstacy once before and was looking to try it again. He mentioned his dealer lived 3 townhouses away so i just asked him if he could get some E. He came back with weed and i said that i wanted E so the dumb fucker went back to get the E. I got it, took it. It was fucking amazing. I started hanging out with him alot more and we seemed to always be bored and i decided to buy Rating: 5