Oh my i just got back from the Doctor. She doesn't know what to make of my illnesses. She now is treating me for Lupus with Hydroxychloroquine and Amitriptyline for my sleep but i doubt it's going to make me feel better. Apparently i have a little bit of fybromalgia as well. My fever was 101.2 at 8:30 am this morning when i went in. This is only the first time i've seen this doctor and i'm hoping she'll help me out some more. I hope i eventually get back to normal. I'm glad to hear that the person who posted above me got back to "normal" after using psychedelics. I wish she would have just given me some real medication so i dont need to keep bumming meds off of my family members. I hate when doctors give you something thats probably not goign to work and they send you home to wait for months to try something new!!! I've already been on Amytriptyline, and it didnt do anything to help me. It just made me feel like shit. So i'm kinda bummed out about that. I guess i kinda want the doctor to acknowledge i'm in serious pain and i'm sick as hell and she has but she's giving me stuff thats useless. My mom can lead a normal life and she feels 50% better than me and she has all sorts of medications. I don't understand why she got all them so quickly and i've been sick for almost 3 years now and no one is willing to really give me something to help me. It's bullshit, so i shall wait some more. yipee. Oh well im going to sleep now i'm tired. I got 24 vials of blood taken from me today. Take care everyone. Oh i also have a ton of tests coming up. All sorts of CAT scans and MRI's and ultrasounds that i've already had many times. At least she's checking me out well. No doctor seemed to care except for her and my hematologist so yay.

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