no no no >< basicly i haven't smoked in a long time, i went through a new dealer, got kb for basicly people's scwagg prices...it's too much for me to handle (i'm getting even higher then the first time i smoked...and i was chasing flies around) at the momment, almost makes me not want to smoke cuz it's so powerful to me right now. so i'm asking if i should just be happy that i got such a great hook-up (which i won't have much longer either ) or if not....cuz it's almost an un-enjoyable high after a month of nothing.