Man, you know that when you give it up cold turkey, it will feel good for a while, and it is a good thing to do, given the situation. But, if you are able to, without relapsing into heavy smokin, hang out wit all de smoke buddys maybe once or twice a month for a nite out and enjoy a few spliffs, you will get soooooo stoned and not need to buy a stash. Good luck with life dude.