Oh christ, I know the feeling. I've seen altogether too many snuff films by clicking links from the wrong people. Bud Dwyer, Iraqi streetfight, gang execution in a pub, a beheading.... yeah, traumatization is understandable, like I said 2 days should be nothing to worry about. Ever seen a person actually die, not in video but in real life? That shit hangs in your skull for a looong time.