stress!!!

[unmeg]

a good mate is a good mate so take a fatty with ya.things look better & less stressful with the herm man.good luck

[unmeg]

a good mate is a good mate so take a fatty with ya.things look better & less stressful with the herb man.good luck

[wolfetone420]

Hey Natural...Trust me here don't ever smoke to forget your troubles (this is this how people become addicted and move to harder substances) all that will happen is you'll dwell on what you did and wind up sinking deeper into depression. It's an ugly cycle. If you smoke out you should be doing it for the right reasons (relaxation, insight, etc). Always remember everyone does stupid things and gets caught doing them, just be thankful that you got yours over with early in life (and learn from it). In 10 years (shit probably a year from now) you'll barely remember it happened.

[Dick Justice]

Weed can make you tolerant of everything around you, but it can also make you more tolerant of your own faults.

[mynameismike0]

but, defintely smoke with your bud when you're trying to work out your problems. it will mellow you both out and you'll be able to put the past behind you

[w4terb0ng]

www.jerryspringer.com < make some cash while you're at it.

[jadeius]

dude pot will probably make you more paranoid about the situation, but that would be a good thing....you'll think about it more, and face it, your imagination expands threefold while stoned...you'll probably think of something good to say to your friend...i can always think of what to say to make something better when i'm high

[Rezinator]

Bro, in one way or another, don't believe for a sec you are the only one who is living stuff down. There is lots o shit you don't even know about between kid's at skool. In the cliques the infighting is even more stressful. 35 years later and my sister can't live without a shrink now cause she bought into all that. It'll fuck em up eventually as human beings. Trust me. Be glad you are under the radar. But go someplace with it. Why not start studying about something cool besides darkness. Give the light an equal shake, y'know? Only fair. Friggin study how to design something better. But that ain't all what matters with you is it. Well you'd be wrong about one thing. It isn't like people just stay at the bottom. They don't. Later on they become famous or at least respected for inventing some solution or from helping people. Creating jobs for people. Somewhere in you is something you want to do with your life that will make those "kids" and yeah that's all they are, same as you, they're still figuring it out too. Just better at fakin it. It could make those kids look up to you and be sorry they ever snubbed you or put you down. You get strength from the shit people give you. Don't waste it cause it is natural strength to make yourself do some - well - some call it work - but it's what you think is cool - preferably legal - or you do something else that gets you to another next level - and you can actually make money at it. Evrybdy does what they will do in life just so other people will look up to or think wow wish i did that.

But if you haven't found that purpose yet then you deny yourself a chance you would not have if you were not given a chance. In which case you are flat out wasting time cause you gotta start someplace. If I was your age again I'd a bot a friggin second hand violin and started practicing with a band. Just cause it was a focus nobody else had goin on. If I had it to do over again. But now I'm an old fuck and I had to choose other stuff. You might a be a great musician for all you know. You have enough soul in ya. I can see that. But kid you gotta taste doing stuff and how you feel when you get good at something. And listen, Don't wait for school or your parents. They're prolly doin there best to hold it together and know you are bright, but they're too damned worried about you to try to get in there cause they think you will resent it if they offer to help. Sometimes you gotta ask the toughest things to ask for.

But you gotta be curious about doin whatever it is your gonna do. If you haven't found it then somebody should be helping you to. Some adult you think is cool. But they can't tell you what to do and they can suggest a million things but you have to, and if you haven't got a clue yet, then at least don't limit yourself to only a few forms of entertainment. Amuse yourself with something you are not addicted to. Go to a library and think of picures of stuff you would like to figure out how they do that. That kinda thing.

Broaden your inteterests. Give yourself a break from vids or whatever. Break up the steady diet of whatever it is cause well just for the fuck of it. Doesn't sound like you're all that overloaded with excitement and challenging responsibilities anyway, Fuck my mother had a stroke not too long ago and her old whiney ass ain't sounding too much different from yours.

Sorry if you're parents are just kids themselves. Just sometimes we get left to figure it out on our own and me I'm glad I just didn't let them suck me in to thinking they were better than me.

But naturalhigh, a lot of these guys are saying good energy and all you gotta do is pull it all into something that naturally completes how people want to know something you are good at when you are usually just wiating to get to the next high.

I coulda just said snap out of it but I know from experience it is not that easy to get past the shit that happens but ya know what it really does and there ARE ways you can put it behind you. The best part is the laugh you will get out of it many years from now if you just pull the energy into appreciating some people don't have the chances you do in life.

Takes a man to suffer ignorance and smile. Didn't make it up. That old fuck Sting the musician had it in a song I think he wrote not sure. You'll be fine but nothing says you have to wait for somebody else to make it happen.

Sorry nh but ya reminded me why I thought Beavis & Butthead was dangerous television. Tomorrow do one thing to flip somebody else out by you making them smile for a change. You know theres stuff you could do that won't kill ya. Or anybody else hopefully. Too easy to be hard like them. Just play with your own control and act like theyr friggin invisible. But choose somethin. Doesn't take?? Choose something else. Roll with it, eh?

[somebody someone]

yup.

weed deletes my stress
thats why i love it!

relaxes me rite out

[Canadabis]

How old are you? if youre almost out of high school then dont sweat it.

I graduated high school last year (exactly) and it's funny when I sit and think back---all the things I WORRIED and CARED so much about and wasted time on...nothing matters now..... its all done and over with.

i know girls who spent 3-4 hours working on their fuckin makeup daily for school.


now that i think back....... you think i really cared if this one bitch wore lipstick last year MArch 13th at 3rd period?


Fuck no, be happy man.

Freaky thats my birthday