Ok, here's the drill. You're not going to remember what happened 30 secs ago, unless you try really hard, and thats not very fun. So, stop worrying what you were thinking 30 seconds ago. Next, I assume since hash comes from weed the Indica/Sativa rules still apply. So try and find some sativa and you will have a spunkier high aka "not so fucking spaced." You need to accept and go with the high. If you try and fight it, it will just be an unpleasant experience. If you are chilled out and relaxed, it will be a chilled out relaxing high. It's like what came first the chicken or the egg. So go with the flow, find a nice relaxing enviroment, sit back and chill. Though if you don't learn to like that "spaced out" feeling to some extent, you main not like weed (hash).

Weed has taught me to enjoy the moment... partly because I can't remeber what just happened, and figuring out what is going to happen is all guess work and not that enjoyable. So if you can sit back and take it what is going on, and learn to love the moment for whatever it is, then you will have a good time. This is why I am an "enhancement" smoker. It often takes weed for me to truely take in what is going on at the moment, and therefore it enhances nearly all activities.

Also if you really want to make it a go... try really small doses and work your way up. Best of luck to you, and hope this helped a little.