i used to get paronoid sometimes but i dont care about that part its the not being able to talk comfortably which bothers me and i always feel like im walkin funny and when i talk for some reason it comes out like im scared to talk and but im really not its more of not feelin comfortable with what im saying cause i can never make sense and as for the paranoia its mostly me thinkin the blackstones is out to kill me and it makes da most sense when im high but it still could be true i did some crazy shit that will get me killed in my hood (Blackstones is a gang and im there rival GD short for gangsta disciples)