Broken hearts SUCK. And, unfortunately, it seems that us ladies go through many a heartbreak before we find "the one". There is nothing wrong with going out in a group situation (like you did at the park) where it isn't a "one on one" thing. Those tend to allow you to do more than your right mind may advise! One thing, though honey--PLEASE don't have the mindset that you have to find a husband soon! Between 17 and 25 I dated a LOT. Met the love of my life in college--we broke up and didn't speak for 2 years. We lived a few hours apart, so never saw each other or anything. We both dated, did GOD knows what else, but grew up A LOT. Didn't get back together until we were 25, and married 7 months later. That was 9 years ago.

I do remember being 17 and in love. Being 17 with a broken heart. Being 17 and getting on with my life. Best thing to do, is keep the good memories, but remember that everything happens for a reason. You seem like a bright, fun young lady...and will be a great catch for someone WHO DESERVES YOU. Hang in there