I HAVE NO ONE TO SMOKE WITH!!

[jpeadro]

Hey guys/gals I'm in Alpharetta w/my girl on business and pleasure for a week and hitting Jekyll Island, GA on Wednesday. I need a hookup for some bud. Can anyone help me out.

peace

jpeadro Reviewed by jpeadro on 06-28-2005. I HAVE NO ONE TO SMOKE WITH!! can u believe that? i rarly do and i dont like smoking alone. SOMBODY MAKE A ROAD TRIP!!! Rating: 5

[ezjim]

I second that if you feel like you want to keep going south drop by Columbia,SC No schwag here!

i get down to charlotte quite often to visit my son and his mom [ they just moved from columbia ]but we do go back to visit friends in columbia and greenville every now and then i will keep ya in mind next time i go down for a visit if you make up towards richmond give me a holler you can never know enough stoners take care

[peacenotprofit]

I feel like an asshole talking shit about my friends but the truth is is that i dont like most of my friends that much. Some are complete assholes who think they are tough shit and i got friends that are going no where and i feel like they are dragging me with them. THey all smoke way to much. Thats all they care about and they are gonna be huge fuck ups in 10 years. For my friends that dont smoke, they are just alot different then me. I wanna move to someplace far away and just make new friends. I still love my friends but we have our differences.

exactly,i feel the same way. exept i dont feel like an asshole because my "friends" treat me like shit no matter how mutch i do for them and try to be there. cant wait to move, though we had outr times.

[peacenotprofit]

I'm just shy really. A lot of people I meet just want to get something from me. (sex, money, weed, ect.) I don't know what to say in social situations unless I am comfortable around the people I am with. When they find out what I do for a living I get this insanely rude barrage of very personal questions and when their curiosity is satisfied they have no more use for me. (I don't mind a few questions, but don't ask about my sex life when you just met me five minutes ago) Also many assumptions about my charicter are made when they find out my proffession, and somehow they are never flattering ones.
I hardly ever go out, crowds intimidate me.
I stopped paying attention to people a long time ago. I got so tired of looking up and seeing derision, rejection, laughter, I just don't look up. I'm not scared, just tired. I can't search someone's eyes for that sparkle of affinity anymore. I can't pay attention to what perfume they wear and analyze what that says about their personality. I can't watch someone's body movements and spend hours deciding if the left hand hair flip meant they where kidding or if it was a slight to me. I can't pay attention to what brand of cigarettes they smoke, what drink they prefer or any other of the excruciating minutia that makes up another persons preferences just so I can accommodate any of them should the need arise.
I watch peoples hands, to make sure they aren't going to make an aggressive move, to see if they are rough, if they look strong. Sometimes I flinch when I am talking to someone who uses exaggerated hand motions. I play it off by making some lame ass joke that usually gets a smile. I don't look past their lips, I don't want to know what the eyes are doing, what they are looking like, what that says about you, what that says about what you think of me, what that says about me, and if you prefer coke, Pepsi or ibc root beer. I half listen to the buzz buzz buzz of conversation, more interested in the tempo and rhythm than the subject. I smile smile, laugh, oh really? well you have too. smile smile laugh. I can't think of a thing to say, because I'm so busy not paying attention. Later on that afternoon I will think of the perfect comment, then kick my ass for a week because I never said it. Kick my ass for a week for not smiling better or sharing a joke, for not talking, for not flirting, for not giving out my card, for acting flaky.
I wish it where different, I wish I had that kind of charisma that makes people want to know me, help me, hang out with me. I'm just me though.

i went through a phaze like that for a few months once recently sept alittle different. that came strait from the dark place ur in, u just have to work ur way through it and/or have a significant life change. maby we could meet up somtime after i settle in down south here in a month or two sence i ont know anybody.

[peacenotprofit]

you have enough charisma for me to want to meet you. more will follow, dont worry

[ckitsker]

im moving to alpharetta soon, and im from West Palm, this is gonna suck so bad, i have no barly any frineds as it is, im am so fucked, but on the brighter side i m getting a truck when i move, hey you guys are from florid to? if so what part