Luc and me are over...

[GHoSToKeR]

Lily, i've said it before and i'll say it again; you know we loves ya! Hit me up on msn or email me or whatever you want if you just need someone to talk to, okay?

GHoSToKeR Reviewed by GHoSToKeR on 06-27-2005. Luc and me are over... About an hour ago i found out he might be moving away because his mom wants to relocate after divorcing his dad. Then he said long distance relationshi[ps arent going to work with him. And said he felt we were drifting apart, he said we hardly talk about things...he said things between us are diffrent than they were 8 months ago...Im so alone now. I dont have many friends...and i just cant fucking take it!!! At least he loves me....maybe not in a romantic way anymore... We were on msn Rating: 5

[Lily420]

I really appreciate everybodys posts, i realli feel better.

well i feel hes made a big mistake...and even tho we arent together doesent mean we cant hang out and stuff. Perhaps we'd enjoy eachother complany more if it wasent all about stress and sex........i dont kno if that makes sence but yeah....And if he dident make a mistake then it was for a reason. I hope i find out soon...i hate not being held by someone and feeling loved

My mom said she was surpised how well im taking it....i cry once in awhile but that'll stop soon...i hope... Its sad for me....because i used to be real popular at school and i started to ignore evryone just a bit for hanging out with Luc...and everyone kinda pushed me away for it...so it was just me and Luc...now its just me.... Life sux....

[Etrain]

Is that you darkneon? Nobody answered my question.

[Lily420]

yes its me darkneon but you could call me Lily from now onz....i changed my account. sorry i dident answer you in my last post i really meant too

[Lulu]

My mom said she was surpised how well im taking it....i cry once in awhile but that'll stop soon...i hope... Its sad for me....because i used to be real popular at school and i started to ignore evryone just a bit for hanging out with Luc...and everyone kinda pushed me away for it...so it was just me and Luc...now its just me.... Life sux....

Yeah, it's tempting to ditch everyone and anyone in order to spend every
available second in his company - but you need girlfriends, every girl does. I've
been really lucky and had the same two bestfriends for 30years, since i was a
kid. I tell ya I need them now as much as I did back then. Things will work out,
get yourself back out there soon and have some fun xx

[Lily420]

Yeah, it's tempting to ditch everyone and anyone in order to spend every
available second in his company - but you need girlfriends, every girl does. I've
been really lucky and had the same two bestfriends for 30years, since i was a
kid. I tell ya I need them now as much as I did back then. Things will work out,
get yourself back out there soon and have some fun xx

I went out today to meet sum new people but no luck....im very quiet and shy if i dont kno you...I had 5 guys come up to me and i just couldent have a conversation...i felt like I was doing sumthing wrong like as if looking at another male was bad...i just couldent do it!!!
I think i have anger problems....