Lily, you little sweetheart, I just want to reach out and hug you!!

First of all, there's book smart and common sense smart. Getting good grades means zilch if you can't get out of your own way. In other words, it's common sense that going to get you through life, not how well you can solve an algebra problem. You have a good heart, that's very important as well. Have you ever thought about saying goodbye to high school and getting a GED? I normally would not reccomend that, but, I think school is really bringing you down, Lily. It seems like your teachers keep holding you back and never help you to get any further.

Luc....yikes, sorry, but I think he's trying to push you away. Maybe I'm wrong (I hope I'm wrong!!) but it seems like he is ignoring you because he doesn't know how to break up with you. Honestly, I think you could do better, anyway. Don't ever let anyone call you names!! Never, ever....even if they say they are, "Just joking." Jokes are supposed to be funny, not make you feel bad. Start ignoring the chubby little bastard for a while and see what happens. If he calls you, then you know he's still interested. If he doesn't, take it as a lesson learned and move on.

And, like his Ghostliness said, we love ya and we're here for you. Venting is good!!