I feel for you lily420.
you haven't had the Best start to Life but your still Young and considering what you have been through You are a verry strong and intelligent individual.
since I have been visiting these boards (not long) you Have been a constant light to these forums and I admire that.
you have chosen not to be a victim and fight your way through you troubles.
(dont let the Pain of your Past Poison your future..)


and I dont think you should take luc spending more time on video games personally
I think it may have somthing more to do with him and not you..