Ok, for anyone who has seen this, I'm getting really paranoid about it lately. I haven't seen it in a long time, but all of a sudden it started fucking with my brain. When I first saw the movie, I got a little paranoid about it, but kind of dismissed it as silly. Lately though (especially while stoned) I think a little deeper about it. Like the fact that all my experiences have defined who I am. That if people were so motivated they could shape everything about me. It's not so much the shaped thing that I'm paranoid about. I don't mind being watched, or having my life being led by someone else, its just the fact that everyone knows, and no one will tell me. Then its like... oh wait, things like the truman show ARE telling me there is more than meets the eye. I bring this up with random people and of coarse they brush it aside and say, yeah don't worry about it too much... unfortunately... thats excatly what someone would say that is trying to keep me in the dark. I guess what I'm trying to get at is I hate being lied to. And whether I'm on a tv show, or whether there is a god, or whether the whole world is setup to fuck with me, or whether its just my friends plotting against me, trying to change the way I think, or what have you, I just want open and honest discussion about whats going on. I feel like there are lots of wispers about me, all plotting... I could care less that there is plotting going on, just be up front about it.

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mono repin Reviewed by mono repin on . Truman show Ok, for anyone who has seen this, I'm getting really paranoid about it lately. I haven't seen it in a long time, but all of a sudden it started fucking with my brain. When I first saw the movie, I got a little paranoid about it, but kind of dismissed it as silly. Lately though (especially while stoned) I think a little deeper about it. Like the fact that all my experiences have defined who I am. That if people were so motivated they could shape everything about me. It's not so much the shaped Rating: 5