i had a sad story like that about my killer queen a.ka refresher
it wa spink and sparkly and massive and i had bought it off my mate and i stashed it ina bush and sadly when i returned the bush was no longer there and it was a wall hahah and sadly my bogn wasnt there i havnt seen it since and it has been hard to get over but eventually u will come to terms with it like i did buy a new and better one and it will be fine haha