I remember about 10 years ago feeling the exact same way.
So I went out of town, started drinking and partying a lot, did new things like an eyebrow piercing
Then one night later that summer I hooked up with a girl that looked way too good for me, just because I wore plaid pants one night (only lasted a few weeks, but who cares)
And I realized that in just a few short months it didnt even bother me anymore
Good luck bud!