Sorry to hear this penguin. I know she meant a lot to you...

If it was meant to be, you will both find a way. But if not, then life must go on.

Just remember: no matter what you do in life, the sun will still rise the next day. You'll be alright. Just give it some time. Also, like Gothen said: keep busy. Don't just sit around and get high. That'll make it much worse. Now's the time to look into some hobbies.

Good luck.