yup i was like that last year man...i even dropped outta highschool it was so bad,, i couldnt take seeing her everyday, i was depressed beyond belief...i couldnt cheer up for anything, except knowing i was gonna get high...but when i was high i still felt hurt...it sucks man but like people said you might get back together with her...you never know...haha the thing is me and my girl are back together right now and this was a year ago.