Ugh. I just tried DXM yesterday and I'm probably not going to do it again. It was a bad experience at first. I believe in sacraficing something good (my food) to get something better (a small trip), but damn, it's just not worth it.

I can't really put into words how shitty I felt/feel just because of a small amount of cough syrup. Never again.

Bad trip... kept seeing things in the dark that were closing in and pulsing back out. The entire room was getting darker and darker and moving in towards my bed. My stereo looked like some kind of monster dog.

Stuff was also flying around yesterday. Like a long line of bugs in my room. Had the worst nightmares last night and could barely sleep at all. Woke up multiple times during the night. Today I saw things move past me but when I looked, nothing was there.

I kept having these random visions when I closed my eyes... like a daydream or something. One was: A giant monster picked up a nursing home and shook out all of the old people into the water. Some could swim but some died. The giant shark came up and ate them. The water turned out to be tears from the giant.

However, I did draw some pretty awesome pictures..