I've lived in the same city in the same house my entire life and I can't wait to get the hell out of this suburban hell hole that is declining into a ghetto more and more every day. It used to be a nice area but it just keeps getting crappier. Most of my family is dead(or close to it) or estranged or just not very close, so that won't matter for me. I never felt like I really belonged here or that I was really home, so I just want to leave. I can't because I need to take care of my dad, whose kidney failure makes him unable to take care of himself and I was taking care of my mom until about three weeks ago when she died from complications of alzhiemer's, and because everyone else is estranged or lives far away, or just doesn't give a shit, there's no one else to help.

I'm going to finish my education, at least a bachelor's degree here, and then I don't know what I'm going to do. I hope to get very far away very fast.