Mescaline Exp Log

[Dick Justice]

I thought I would take this since I just ate 15 grams. I wanted to wait till I felt first effects to start it, so I waited till now.

6:35 -- I ate 30 gelcaps, containing 15 grams in total (maybe more, I really packed em in fat)

6:45 -- Finished all after ten minutes. Took longer because I washed the excess powder off em, but I didn't dry em fast enough and they started to get mooshy, so I hadda rush em down.

7:52 -- Noticed the curtain blowing in the wind, realized it kept going when the wind stopped. Other small distortions. More later.

Dick Justice Reviewed by Dick Justice on 06-15-2005. Mescaline Exp Log I thought I would take this since I just ate 15 grams. I wanted to wait till I felt first effects to start it, so I waited till now. 6:35 -- I ate 30 gelcaps, containing 15 grams in total (maybe more, I really packed em in fat) 6:45 -- Finished all after ten minutes. Took longer because I washed the excess powder off em, but I didn't dry em fast enough and they started to get mooshy, so I hadda rush em down. 7:52 -- Noticed the curtain blowing in the wind, realized it kept going when Rating: 5

[Firebrand]

isnt mescaline the stuff in peyote cacti? if so did u extract it or something

[Dick Justice]

Powdered Peruvian Torch. Does anyone have a conclusive answer about how potent they are, by the way? I heard they're like 2.4% more potent than other San Pedro, and I also heard they're less potent.

8:31 -- Definite visual breathing stuff, may be taking slower cause I ate (I was huntry, had to rush the pills before dinner or my ideal after-dinner shit) but it's getting more and more pronounced by now. Erowid doesn't have an effects list for this, surprisingly enough, so I'm trying to watch for the one thing I've been concerned about with taking this: the dilated pupils. They seem like the only telltale to me, since it's pretty easy to maintain a level head at this dose (I did it the other day, was able to deal with my mom when she snagged me walking around the house in the dark at 4:00 in the morning) and I'd like very much to take this shit at school if I could handle it rela well. This pill thing is a bit of a pain to swallow all at once, but once it's done there's zero nausea (though a full stomach, not in the mood for a trampoline) and only minor bowel rumblings. This may be a pretty good dose and method of dosing.

8:34 -- I finish typing that thing.

[mellowman420]

thats funny= 8:343 fininshed writing that. that had nothing to do with the drug. you must be out of it because your not describing the "high" very well.where did you get that stuff.

[Dick Justice]

9:10 -- Ghosts and angels in the ceiling. Right in the ceiling. Inescapable. They keep trying to show me a hole, but I'm not focused enough, I lose sight. It's a hole to somewhere all right. They're all over the room, not just in the ceiling, everywhere.

9:17 -- Death and hell and heaven and life are nothing but viarants on the common theme. Everything in life is an allegory of life, an example of life living in that instant. Existence is flawless in its flaws, because without no flaws a flawed side would be forced to develop. There has to be a balance, every time you split something in half each half can be split again. Each half becomes its own whole once it loses its balance with the uneasy end of the stick.

9:19 -- Allegory of life in progress: looking through my water glass I can see the CD stack for how it is. Somehow in one frame of the glass pattern the whole thing is shrunken to minimal perspective. Through an improvised looking glass I see an allegory of life, a small part of an object viewed through as its whole, to show me that life lives in life. Every facet of life is a perfect example of life. It's simple now, but I know I'm going to forget it later.

9:21 -- It's simple now, but I know I'm going to forget it later. The meaning of life, the meaning of life, the meaning of life, for me, for everyone, is in life. It's like that Dali painting, where the molecules form a basic picture of a face (forget whose) in a geometric pattern of cocentric rings or maybe squares, and behind every molecule light is thriving. That is life, not the structure of the molecules or the image they present. I can see it now.

9:22 -- But I know I'm going to forget it later. (you reached for the secret too soon--you cried for the moon)

9:23 -- Remember when you were young

You shone like the sun







shine on, you crazy diamond.

Now there's a look in your eyes like black holes in the sky.

Shine on

you crazy diamond




9:24 -- Come on, you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine





shine
shine
shine
shine
shine
shine
shine
shine

[Dick Justice]

9:30 -- World is trying to close up on me, I see the geckos and the ghosts out of the corners of my eyes, the cat on my dad's armchair that turns into shadows when I'm looking at it - camoflauge, these fucking things hide from me and throw secrets in front of me like meat in front of a chained dog. What the fuck am I supposed to do with your hole if I can't see into it?

9:31 -- It doesn't make sense.

an edit:

Maybe I can't take this at school. AHAHAHAAHAHAHA Laughing makes me cough. Unrelated I think.

[Dick Justice]

9:43 -- An arrangement is struck with a friend! A pointillism of light from between two stone clouds, planted in the dome of a friend of a friend.

Do my friend Graeme a service, and do not try to talk to him.

(this is my AIM AIM AIMA AIM AIM AIM AIM you are free to speak with ME ME MEM EM ME ME)

"oh god, it's from waldo."
"that shmuck," said sheila.


john soutter rox: geh
Graeme: ?\
john soutter rox: too much man
john soutter rox: not in a bad way
john soutter rox: just too much
john soutter rox: you're gonna love it
Graeme: whats goinig on with you
john soutter rox: all the ghosts and angels are right in front of you
Graeme: how much more do you have left
john soutter rox: and they dont go away when you blink
john soutter rox: --very little, enough for a first timers dose
john soutter rox: ahahaha!
john soutter rox: htye show up everwhere
john soutter rox: spatial demolition
john soutter rox: they hang in front of my face too
john soutter rox: and they try to show me a hole
Graeme: damn
john soutter rox: but my focus isnt right
john soutter rox: i can't see down the tunnel
Graeme: how much more of this do you have
john soutter rox: i hang onto the television remote for control
john soutter rox: isn't that excellent
john soutter rox: i have maybe 8 grams
Graeme: how much per use
john soutter rox: i took 15 solid grams but it looks like tim was generous with me
john soutter rox: as the bag was still filled with some after i filled up the pills
john soutter rox: which is to say, after 15 grams
john soutter rox: i don't know how many grams that is mescaline
Graeme: ho wmuch is a normal dose
john soutter rox: i think for every 400mg is 480mg mescaline for this cactus
john soutter rox: 15 is a weird dose
john soutter rox: i would give you all the 8 for your first time
john soutter rox: your first time
john soutter rox: the god of this
john soutter rox: of something
john soutter rox: shines behind every molecule
john soutter rox: so hard you can feel it
john soutter rox: and it makes you light
john soutter rox: alice
john soutter rox: i'm very small
john soutter rox: in a very big house
john soutter rox: very big allegory of life
john soutter rox: everything in life is an allegory of life
john soutter rox: i am very small
john soutter rox: in a very big universe
Graeme: see if you can get more of this from the guy so we can do it on the weekend
john soutter rox: we do shrooms together
john soutter rox: at the same time
john soutter rox: this is introspective
john soutter rox: this is different
john soutter rox: shrooms are connective
john soutter rox: auras
john soutter rox: beings
Graeme: oh so how much would i need to give you for what you have left
john soutter rox: just my shrooms actually
john soutter rox: we coul dtrade off
john soutter rox: it would balance
john soutter rox: ablalance
john soutter rox: balalnce
john soutter rox: ballalalalalalalcne
john soutter rox: evyerhting
john soutter rox: break one thing in half
john soutter rox: it makes two things
john soutter rox: each of which
john soutter rox: can be broken in half
john soutter rox: this is a common
john soutter rox: law
john soutter rox: that
john soutter rox: cant
john soutter rox: be
john soutter rox: broken
john soutter rox: one entity and another entity make two entities
john soutter rox: this is how our universe perpetuates time
john soutter rox: this is how our geometry creates the illusion of linear time
john soutter rox: is with perpetuation
john soutter rox: splitting
john soutter rox: endless splitting
john soutter rox: halving of hairs
john soutter rox: it can always get smaller
john soutter rox: we can always become a bigger part of something
john soutter rox: something is always smaller
john soutter rox: and something is always bigger
john soutter rox: and we are the point in the middle
john soutter rox: and being that point
john soutter rox: are every other point
john soutter rox: and this perpetuates us
john soutter rox: and creates the illusion of time
john soutter rox: there is no time
john soutter rox: just events on top of events
john soutter rox: everything happens for a reason
john soutter rox: because every action has a reaction
john soutter rox: and every action is a reaction
john soutter rox: there was only one genesis action
john soutter rox: and i can see it
john soutter rox: but its down the hole
john soutter rox: you need it
john soutter rox: it would be selfish of me to keep the last trip
john soutter rox: we trade
Graeme: just hold onto it because i cant afford to this week
john soutter rox: i will give you money for mushrooms then
john soutter rox: but take it anyway
john soutter rox: not with us
john soutter rox: take it alone
john soutter rox: with us
Graeme: ok i can try and get some weed or something for you but i just need the mushrooms around
john soutter rox: sex!



9:48 -- God damn this thing!

Just watch this, Sheila.

Inside the package, Waldo




it would be soon

Sheila stood quite upright
and walked around to the other side of the package








and plunged the long blade through the middle of the package



















which split slightly and caused little








of red

[sToNeDpEnGuIn420]

damn what a trip?

[Dick Justice]

10:25 that WOLF from the bugs bunny road runner cartoons, wile e. coyote, is in the blanket allegory of life. The blanket is stitched in flowers and vines, branching and patterning, as a testament to obsession with life. And what is this fucking cartoon dog doing in the middle of it. It makes no sense.

[Creeper]

no offense buddy, but If you went to school on that shit, and started talking like you are right now, your teachers would think your fuckin crazy lol.