9:30 -- World is trying to close up on me, I see the geckos and the ghosts out of the corners of my eyes, the cat on my dad's armchair that turns into shadows when I'm looking at it - camoflauge, these fucking things hide from me and throw secrets in front of me like meat in front of a chained dog. What the fuck am I supposed to do with your hole if I can't see into it?

9:31 -- It doesn't make sense.

an edit:

Maybe I can't take this at school. AHAHAHAAHAHAHA Laughing makes me cough. Unrelated I think.