9:10 -- Ghosts and angels in the ceiling. Right in the ceiling. Inescapable. They keep trying to show me a hole, but I'm not focused enough, I lose sight. It's a hole to somewhere all right. They're all over the room, not just in the ceiling, everywhere.

9:17 -- Death and hell and heaven and life are nothing but viarants on the common theme. Everything in life is an allegory of life, an example of life living in that instant. Existence is flawless in its flaws, because without no flaws a flawed side would be forced to develop. There has to be a balance, every time you split something in half each half can be split again. Each half becomes its own whole once it loses its balance with the uneasy end of the stick.

9:19 -- Allegory of life in progress: looking through my water glass I can see the CD stack for how it is. Somehow in one frame of the glass pattern the whole thing is shrunken to minimal perspective. Through an improvised looking glass I see an allegory of life, a small part of an object viewed through as its whole, to show me that life lives in life. Every facet of life is a perfect example of life. It's simple now, but I know I'm going to forget it later.

9:21 -- It's simple now, but I know I'm going to forget it later. The meaning of life, the meaning of life, the meaning of life, for me, for everyone, is in life. It's like that Dali painting, where the molecules form a basic picture of a face (forget whose) in a geometric pattern of cocentric rings or maybe squares, and behind every molecule light is thriving. That is life, not the structure of the molecules or the image they present. I can see it now.

9:22 -- But I know I'm going to forget it later. (you reached for the secret too soon--you cried for the moon)

9:23 -- Remember when you were young

You shone like the sun







shine on, you crazy diamond.

Now there's a look in your eyes like black holes in the sky.

Shine on

you crazy diamond




9:24 -- Come on, you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine





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