thanks for the talk in chat i feel your pain all is not lost you need a mentor try zig zigler, bob proctor, les brown, bill bailey, ect. They are big on personal development I'll purchase some books and cds and send them to you...I'm here to help. jim Rohn is fantastic. Or maybe read Think and Grow Rich I know you have talent that's just locked up. I'll personally work with you and we will get you to earning six figures like you wanted in your email. i'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart, just didn't know. about your situation and lifestyle. keep your head up! i wont give up on you. We all are gonna rally behind you. take care