Greensworth darling, listen love I have the feeling here that I'm old enough to be you're mum, so firstly I want to tell you do not start trying to hurt you're self ..........that will just make things worse.

As for the girl, well I think it's pretty obvious from what you say it's time to forget her and move on, you have a lot of love to give and I am pretty sure that you will find a girl who will appreciate that and love you back .
Yes darling it will hurt when you think about her but with time it will subside and when you meet someone new you will wonder why you bothered.
Trust me I've been in love and hurt quite a few times , but I'm still here and I have a great life.

Greensworth honestly the pain will go with time, so get you're self out with you're friends go to parties, get stoned, get drunk and have fun, eventually you will meet the girl for you


love Amanda x