OK... 11 months ago i broke up with my girlfriend of 15 months. I loved her with my whole heart. She was amazing. We broke up because i was moving away. I still loved her. I didn't want to break up with her. She didn't want to break up with me. About 2 weeks after we broke up i couldn't take it anymore. I called her and asked her if we could talk.

I broke down, i told her i still loved her and she turned me down. The very night before she was all like making out with this guy at some party or what not. I didn't know. Needless to say i cryed. I balled my eyes out. I don't cry. Only time i cryed was before I was 10 and when my cousin died (he was like my brother. He ended his own life.) But i missed her. Then it turns out she went to see him which is a 5 hour drive. Didn't she break up with me because i was moving. I was only 3 HOURS away. But anyway the past is just that... past.
But......... I still miss her. But i think only because I am single. I mean i think about all the good times we had and how i wish i had someone new to do all those things with over but i don't have anyone new i just have memories, so i miss her. I wish i could have a new girl friend. And just move on... i cannot. I just. I don't know. What is up. Why can't i move on!?

A while back her and my best friend like played strip poker and made out with each other and that was fucking not a good time. I Bent a knife in my leg i was trying to put it into my leg but it didn't slice it just bent. I didn't talk to her for a couple months. Now i am talk to her it's all good kinda. But i find out she is moving and she will be living with the guy she all made out with and such and i got jealous i got like a weird feeling in my stomach.

Please help me out here tell me what to do tell me this will stop sucking so much and go back to before we even went out.



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Greensworth Reviewed by Greensworth on . So confused... OK... 11 months ago i broke up with my girlfriend of 15 months. I loved her with my whole heart. She was amazing. We broke up because i was moving away. I still loved her. I didn't want to break up with her. She didn't want to break up with me. About 2 weeks after we broke up i couldn't take it anymore. I called her and asked her if we could talk. I broke down, i told her i still loved her and she turned me down. The very night before she was all like making out with this guy at some Rating: 5