I didn't feel out of control at any point but I did feel "guided". At one point right before I peaked I was standing up, and I felt a golden, glowing cord pulling me down. I immediately knew I had to sit down or I was going to fall down. I managed to make it over to the rosebud chair that I mentioned above, practically falling into it. At this point I think I did lose control of my emotions because I became very terrified of everything around me. I also have a very bad temper if something sets me off, but I didn't get mad for no reason or anything like that.