I've almost died while snowboard a couple times. The worst I was riding on a trail covered in ice, and lost control and ended up FLYING off the side of the trail into the woods, where I spun/slide/rolled, somehow dodging trees/rocks/sticks, and somehow got my board between me and a tree below me. The impact was still quite painful, but at least it was my board and not my head. I've been in some nasty car crashes I got lucky in as well. I tried to kill myself twice. Had some issues at birth where I nearly died. I don't know what all of it means. Probobly nothing.