I've had plenty of time alone to sort things out, and I guess I just have to wait and see how things pan out for me. I know I can do better in school, and linguistics is the topic which interests me the most (although it does turn you off a bit when your field of study turns from a passing interest to constant work) but it just doesn't seem like the things I'm learning would ever be useful in any job. I can't imagine a job where I'd need to know what kind of writing system was used in ancient Persia or the details on the debate about whether Japanese and Korean are related languages. Frankly I don't really even about what job I end up with. I could be happy with a low-paying job for the rest of my like (I don't need much) but all this work, despite being somewhat interesting, seems rather pointless at times.

I'm not worried about my teeth in the long run. My parents will find some way to pay it off, but I feel guilty for incurring this huge expense on them which I could have avoided.

I have faith that things will be all right again. Maybe not perfect, but better than this. At least the cat was found.
ermitonto Reviewed by ermitonto on . Boy, life sure sucks sometimes, huh? Well, at least mine does. I just turned 20 recently and I have no idea what I want to do in my life. I'm studying linguistics at school but I don't have a clue what I'm going to do with that. Speaking of school, I took 5 classes this semester, had to drop one because it was too much work and failed another somehow. I e-mailed the professor because I don't know why I failed (since I did turn in the very vaguely defined final essay assignment that accounted for the vast majority of our grade) but Rating: 5