used to be the same wtih me then it all reversed....now i can only roll if i'm sober....so just incase i always have a joint or two handy.....and no they are a waste...atleast the strawberry ones are...they make the joint taste like gunpowder.....other than that i haven't tried to many but i've noticed something uniformly...it does not make the smoke taste good.....infact the only way you can really taste what they are supposed to taste like is by licking the damn paper....so no it' snot worth it...plus most of them are made outta some weird paper kinda lik ea bugler and don't burn worth the shyt...so take my advice don't waste the time and money.....