Quote Originally Posted by 9ski9
Ha, thanks Lulu...my third wife's a charm...

Beating her up emotionally, not physically. You found something out and now you are torturing yourself with images and also beating her up with words. You are now at a crossroad in your relationship. It wouldn't hurt to do some relationship counseling. Most therapists work on a sliding scale, so it could be as little as $25 a week.
But you can also just decide to start over with her. Let go of the past and pick some upcoming day as the new beginning of your relationship.
'Dude, if you screw up with this girl, then what is your next GF doing right at this moment? You can learn to let things go and move on, or face a lifetime of bad thoughts.
We have talked about therapy, but I just can't let this go that easily, it is in my brain 24/7, and im fucking sick of thinking about this shit.. Has anyone else faced the same problem? If yes, how did u handle it? What was the outcome?