I got no idea how you got that high.. had to be laced wit something because all that happens when I get high is my eyes feel a lil funny.. not to mock you or anything but I was toking since I was 8 1/2 hitting bucket bongs with leaf(i'm 17 now).. thats some harsh shit and I still enjoyed being high.

So if a 8 year old can smoke without freaking out like you then you must have some mental condition that you may be unaware of that may be causing you to "freak out" like you did.