Quote Originally Posted by Cheery Cherry
Hmmm, I have lived my life, since I was a little girl, caring about others, doing for others, and giving others whatever I could give. I got hurt, in a worst way because of this. I was so selfless that as an adult, I really had to learn how to satisfy me, and give to myself sometimes. I think balance is what works. As much as you think of others, you also need to think of yourself too.

As far as what to do now? Go with what you've always wanted to do. Never wait for the "right" moment because the "right" moment may never come. Spend time with family...enjoy life. Smile often and make sure you make someone laugh or at least smile everyday!!!
Your post makes the point: It's not about you. (Look how many times you used the word "I" in one paragraph complaining about how much "you've done for others"). Whether it brings you joy or sorrow, life is not about you, your needs, desires and your pleasures or disappointments. This is the great paradox: Until you live for those you love you will not find genuine fulfillment for yourself.