I kind of felt the same way, erf, but in reverse. I was paying a combined $9000 a year in property taxes and had a mountain and shore vacation home. I worked 80 hrs/wk and blindly voted Republican.

I needed a hit so bad I was going to explode.

Now I am happy.

Just do what seems right. If people can be born again virgins, then you can always give your weed away later and forget the whole thing happened...