ok damnit. will someone define schwag for me? is schwag anything that has seeds? er what? i've seen the word "mids" on this site and it's the first time i've heard this term. is what i got "mid"? huh? oh yea, i haven't even smoked yet either. i'm just freaked the fuck out. i'm an ex pothead who is scared to smoke. it's fucking weird. it's like i want to smoke but i can't bring myself to do it. i even made it as far as my garage earlier....lit the joint but i couldn't take a pull. it's like i'm giving up a life of normalcy or something. i'm really fucked in my head. damn it. what do i do? someone help me please.