oh wait no i think i figured it out, im just hated by everyone... somone who used to be my very good friend turned on me, he says im shit at guitar (even thought im better than him) and he told me to fuck off out of everyones life and tell me to kill myself, and he's not the first person to tell me to kill myself. alot of ppl have told me to fucking kill myself. so i just think im the worst person ever that ppl just hate, hey even ppl on the internet hate me. iv been banned form about 5 fourms now (mostly weed ones) and im even hated on here by many people... fuck i cant find one person who likes me. i even feel like my own faimly hate me. which i think they do. im all alone in the world...

heh, sorry for rambeling.....