tokin in my classroom

[thewooman]

would'nt the teacher be able to smell it?

[mellow mood]

well yea i had a good high im never paranoid. and as i said, we used also a bounce (empty toilet paper with bounce or softener in it)

and why are u hated in yer school thewooman?

[thewooman]

because the shcools full of fucking chavs from loughbrough, and alot of ppl do what they say so there nice to them, they do everyhting they say. i dont, they fuck me off, they make fun of people and they are just fucking bullies... basicly my shcool's full of assholes... or mybe im the asshole and i just think everyone else is the asshole.

[thewooman]

oh wait no i think i figured it out, im just hated by everyone... somone who used to be my very good friend turned on me, he says im shit at guitar (even thought im better than him) and he told me to fuck off out of everyones life and tell me to kill myself, and he's not the first person to tell me to kill myself. alot of ppl have told me to fucking kill myself. so i just think im the worst person ever that ppl just hate, hey even ppl on the internet hate me. iv been banned form about 5 fourms now (mostly weed ones) and im even hated on here by many people... fuck i cant find one person who likes me. i even feel like my own faimly hate me. which i think they do. im all alone in the world...

heh, sorry for rambeling.....

[mellow mood]

hey im here man. and i like you, u play guitar, and you seem kool. dont discourage, and plz dont kill you. just go in the fuckin school with a fuckin gun and shoot all the fuckin faggot fuckin fuck with you (no thats a jk seriously just be strong man)

[thewooman]

just go in the fuckin school with a fuckin gun and shoot all the fuckin faggot fuckin fuck with you (no thats a jk seriously just be strong man)

lol. well i woud'nt do that. but i could always work out more and then kick the shit out of these assholes. i always wanted to do that but i never get round to working out... i need to sort my life out...

thats why i like music so much, it has so many emotions, wether im listening to SOAD when im angry, or oasis when im sad... music is amazing... it always helps me.

[mellow mood]

music is my life

what would be life without music?

[thewooman]

makes me feel like theres people just like me out there feeling the same things i do.

it makes me feel close to the world. but when im at shcool i feel like one big outcast and a complete asshole who everyone wants dead...

everyone loves music.

music is my life.