HEY I FEEL YOUR PAIN GUYS! THIS IS NOW MY 2ND DAY OF NOT SMOKING. AND I AM GONNA GO FUCKING NUTS! ALL I WANT TO DO IS SMOKE A BOWL OF SOME GOOD AS SHIT! I FOUND OUT LAST FRIDAY THAT I AM ON COURT SUPERVISION FOR A YEAR AND HAVE TO TAKE RANDOM PISS TESTS EVERY WEEK.

THERE AIN'T NO WAY TO GET AROUND THAT SHIT!! I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I CAN GO W/OUT SMOKING. I WAS THINGKING ABOUT GETTING THE LEGAL WEED. MAYBE I CAN MAKE MYSELF THINK IT IS REAL WEED! LOL, YEAH RIGHT!!

BUT, FOR NOW WHEN EVER I WANT TO SMOKE SOME WEED, I REACH FOR A FUCKING CIG. I DON'T LIKE TO DRINK EITHER SO I AM REALLY FUCKING SCREWED. THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO CALM MY NERVES IS MY BOYFRIENDS XANAX.

WHICH PROBALLY WILL SHOW UP IN MY DRUG TEST. THEN I REALLY WILL BE SCREWED. THEY WILL SAY YOUR DROPPED SHOWED UP POSITIVE FOR A LEGAL CONTROLLED SUBSTANCE. THEN I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO.

WHY OH WHY DO THEY HAVE TO HAVE MARIJUANA ILLEGAL?

WELL WHO EVER MADE IT ILLEGAL IS A FUCKING BASTARD!!!!!!!

AND PLEASE EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE, BUT I AM VERY TESTIE RIGHT NOW AND CAN AND PROBALLY WILL SNAP AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT.

HOPE NO ONE HAS TO GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE TOO!
IBMissy Reviewed by IBMissy on . for tha probation victims ok, ive been on probation fer 7 months now 5 left, before that i was on a diversion program for almost 6 months i think and i thought i would share some of my tips and you guys and gurls could share yours. well they say quittin weed is easy after the first week er so but its not so this is how i deal weeth reality. i found a new love named steel reserve vicodin is alwayse good love the mushrooms the easiest way to pass the time for me is to sit w/ a 40 or a tall boy and listen to Rating: 5