yeah i had this too when i was new to smoking because when you've never done drugs before your mind cant even comphrened what its like to be on drugs, then after it sees what changes it adapts and then you get used to the feeling,

Wow I can remember what I was like before drugs, that sucked.......damn the mind is so interesting, just introduce one little chemical into your brain and your whole perception of reality change, damn makes everything in real life have a lot less worth and value, I guess thats why after i started smoking it wasnt so hard to go to school and work long shifts and shit.