Bruiser i highly reccomend you go to something called faith camp. It's where members of some churches go but u don't necessarily have to go with a church. What happens is a priest comes up to you and puts his hand to your forehead and you feel the power of te holy spirit going through your body, the force is so powerful that you fall onto the floor and you can't get back up untill it's passed it truely is amazing as i've had my doubts about God as everyone has but going to faith camp really made me believe. It's converted many non-believers into beleivers and it's really an experience you wouldn't want to miss.