Wow, we all have problems I see.

I think I was born with issues but they really took of when my father shot him self on my 15th B-day. Another legal drug that ruined my life and his, "alcohol". He would rather drink and watch TV than spend time being a father. I spent about 5 years in my room, every little mess up I did was a week or 2 restriction, in reality it was his way not to deal with me or raise me right. The drink was more important than me, when I get high I find myself to be a better father as I have great fun with my son and can only think of what it would of been like if my father was on weed instead of Alcohol.