Mental Dissorders

[PureEvil760]

Anyone have mental problems they wish to share with the lovely pothead community? I have parinoid schizophrenia with only 1 psycotic episode so far..I should have been hospitalized for it but my friend did'nt even tell me what it was even though he knew.

PureEvil760 Reviewed by PureEvil760 on 05-18-2005. Mental Dissorders Anyone have mental problems they wish to share with the lovely pothead community? I have parinoid schizophrenia with only 1 psycotic episode so far..I should have been hospitalized for it but my friend did'nt even tell me what it was even though he knew. Rating: 5

[OreO]

I have some of the worst anxiety and depression...i dont take any meds for it tho other than smoke weed. Ive been depressed free for about a year tho, and anxiety varies...somtimes im anxious over somthing lil and stupid but sometimes it gets reaaaaaal bad...i make my mind play tricks on me im so fucked up to myself somtimes.

[Smokin2]

No pure I don't have a mental disorder but have been depressed before. To the point that I have spent time in the hospital for it. I'm talking about weeks here, not day. In fact it was almost two months. They said I had, "co-dependency" problem. No I didn't, I had a fucking cheating husband and I was 10 hours away from the nearest family memeber at the time, I was pregnate and only 19 years old. Go figure I hadn't chosen to leave him inspite of what he was doing to me. Anyway, it took me years to learn that it wasn't all me. Yes, I was depressed. I was also sexually abused by 4 people during my childhood. So I had a fear of being left alone and abused b/c I had been most of my life. I also had to just deal with it as a child so as a young adult I didn't know how to do anything else but just deal with what was going on around me. With the help of a good therapist, a few years later when I was about 25 I was finally able to deal with my past, and get rid of my ex-husband. Codependent NO MORE! I also learned that his cheating had nothing to do with me, and it wasn't my fault he had a need to do such things to me. It was a ruff start in my early twenties but now, I'm good. I don't take shit from anyone, and least of all my current husband. I have a good man in my life now, but only b/c I insisted upon it. He wasn't just the next guy I dated after I left my ex-husband. I dated so many guys that I learned what it was I wanted and needed in life to be happy. I settled for nothing less then what I deserved so I you as you can see I'm depressed no more. But not b/c of the new man in my life. It just that I had to learn to deal with my past. I had to learn to accept what had happned to me and how to deal with it as it comes up in my life now. I also had to learn that I was worth loving and deserved that. It was long hard stuggle, but in the end, all my hard work has paid off, and now, I feel free to my life without the lies and without hiding what happened to me. I am what I make of myself and I can't let those who hurt me, bring me down one more day, for if I do, they win, and I lose. Not an option for me.


I know that this really doesn't help you much. I guess in sharing this information I want you know that no is perfect we all come with flaws. We must remember that we are what we are and as long as your seeing a doctor and getting help with your problem, there is nothing more you can do. Be sure and seek out the medical help you need, as that is your only defence to the problem you have. I wish you luck and know that I'm here if you anything. Who knows maybe the one episode you had is all you will ever have, and things will be smooth sailing from here on out. Wish you luck, and please, please, go see a doctor if you haven't already.

[amsterdam]

these therapists have all your minds fucked up!!

[PureEvil760]

amsterdam, depression and weed can cause schizophrenia so i suggest taking meds cause bein a schizo may be fun during psycotic episodes but it completly sucks the rest of the time and it lasts the rest of ur life...what are you depressed about anyway?

[looseends]

i have seasonal affective disorder. S.A.D.S. for short. was on prozac for 3 months and zolofts for 1 month. mine is different because my disorder is from lack of light during the winter months. so i just increase my intake of bananas and use more light during that time.

[PureEvil760]

^ I meant OreO

[Smokin2]

these therapists have all your minds fucked up!!

Just an F.Y.I for you, it was the grandfather who forced me to suck his dick at age 4,5,6 that fucked me up, I don't need to get anymore detailed then that, so just know that the therapist helped me get it over it. He sure as hell wasn't the one that fucked up my mind. I like to give credit where credit is due and if I'm going to give credit to the person/persons that fucked me up, it sure as hell wasn't my therapist.

O and in case you haven't learned this lesson before I will repeat it for you,

IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY, THEN DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!


That goes double for when you don't where someone else is coming from.

[amsterdam]

being put on medication isnt a solution?im sory you were raped as a child,hopefully he spent a good amount of time in a maximum security prison learning the rules of life prison style.

sure,i believe talking to a head doctor can help,but being put on CRAZY drugs like zoloft,tryleptol, and all the rest only causes more problems.i was part of the ritalin generation and about 4 years ago i was on 2 different types of drugs.i weened myself off them slowly and it still took about a year and a half for me to feel normal again.

[OreO]

damn im sorry smokin2...and pureevil....it kinda sucks,i choked on some candy as a kid and cant swallow pills no more(i prob can if i force myself) but i dunno...i dont like precrips meds and dont believe in em, other than the cold,headache over the counter meds...i dont wanna go schizo!