I would be lost without my faith...(christian.) I don't have all the answers for why things happen the way they do (I guess thats why they call it faith.) Think about it, if there were no suffering in the world there could be no joy. Suffering actually brings people closer to God. Most people never pray or even think about God unless they they need something from him (selfish reasons) if I were him that would kind of piss me off too.