yeah it sucks not growing.. I really want to, and I was going to, but the decided it would be a bad idea to grow in my house. My mum gave me permission, but i've got young nephews and neices who would definately find my grow and tell the rest of the family, who would then convince my mum to stop me doing it. So i'm gonna be patient and wait until I have my own place. Preferably with a garden