I'm so pissed

I took my bong out and packed it, I took a hit but forgot to hold the lighter on the bowl the whole time, I took my second hit and half way through it all got sucked into the bong. I thought I would just roll with what I did get, the fan was on but the stupid thing was osolating and my head was hot so for 2 or 3 sec I would not get air on my face. I fucked with trying to get the fan just right and during that time I could feel myself trying to get scooped away but the fucking fan would not get right and next thing I know I lost my ride